I AM YOUR DISEASE
I am your disease, I hate a HIGHER POWER, I hate anyone who has a program
To all who come in contact with me, I wish you suffering, I wish you death
Allow me to introduce myself. I am the disease of addiction
I am cunning, baffling and powerful, that's me!!
I have killed millions, and I am pleased
I love to catch you with the element of surprise
I love pretending I am your friend and lover
I have given you comfort, Have I not?
Wasn't I there when you were lonely?
When you wanted to die, didn't you call me? I was there!!
I love to make you hurt, I love to make you cry.
and better yet, I love when I make you so numb
you can neither hurt nor cry...You cant feel anything at all
this is true glory!
I give you instant gratification, I've always been there for you.
When things were going right in your life, you invited me.
You said you deserve these good things
I was the only one who would agree with you
Together we were able to destroy all things good in your life,
All I asked of you was long term suffering
People dont take me seriously! They take strokes seriously,
heart attacks seriously, even diabetes they take seriously.
Fools that you are, you dont know that without my help
these things would not be made possible
I am such a hated disease and yet I do not come uninvited
You choose to have me!
So many have chosen me over reality, peace, and serenity
more than you hate me, I hate all of you who
have met Jesus and use His 12 step program.
Your program, your meetings, your higher power,
all weaken me and I don’t allow me to function
in the manner I am accustomed to.
Now I must lie here...quietly
you don’t see me, But I am growing bigger than ever
When you allow me to control you, I LIVE!!
When YOU live, I CANT!!
BUT, I am here...and until we meet again...IF we meet again..
I wish you continued death and suffering.
Your Addiction
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You may think you aren't hurting anyone but yourself...its a lie, your are hurting everyone that loves you!!!!
